i just can’t love you back
Thursday, February 22, 2007n.p.p. made me feel so loved. i think . . . he can and he will take care of me; he can and will do anything for me; and above all, he loves me dearly.
i enjoy his company. i enjoy our conversations.
i like that he's smart. i like that he's patient and that he can put up with my stubbornness and my bad temper.
unfortunately, i realized that i just can't love him back. i like him but i don't like him romantically. i still love paprika. i can hear the song of music and lyrics at the back of my head. . . . trapped in the past, i just can't seem to move on….
he was very hurt. but what can i do? he was persistent. i felt i had no choice but to be mean. i had to make him understand.
i hope he moves on asap. i really want him to be happy. he deserves to be happy and to be loved.
