i’ve had better days
Monday, May 5, 2008i’m sure in the future i will be writing about all things being bright and beautiful but for now it just aint so. i thought i was fine when i learned that someone did something unforgivable but i’m not that apathetic afterall. i’m upset, very upset in fact. it’s unfair. i don’t deserve something like that after all that i had to put up with. what happened was what i feared the most. i would probably feel better if i let it out and weep until i no longer can but i dont want to. i would feel defeated if i cry. i dont want to be upset, i want to feel angry.
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Tears are not a form of defeat. It is a mechanism for you to let off negative emotions. Go inside your room and let it all out if you must, but you have to let it all out.
Is this what I think it is? Know this Gratsi, if this early, a person has the capability to hurt you in enormous proportions, do you think it would be worth living a life with this person?
Let go and consider yourself lucky that you saw the incompatibility this early before more damage could’ve been done to you.
Yes, it hurts, I can relate to that completely, believe me. But it is within your power to limit the influence that this person will have on you. As the saying goes “Good riddance to bad rubbish.”
**hugs** you know where to reach me.
Posted by virus at May 7, 2008, 11:16 ami have no idea what really happened, but i have been in an almost similar feeling. but i realized one thing — crying is not a sign of defeat. at the very least, i would say crying is the triumph of emotions over reason — we are humans, and this is perfectly OK.
it has been almost a week already, i hope you are feeling better now. 
thanks for your .02 greg!
big bro linus! you’ve been such a great help. thanks!
drfnbtch, i’ll add you to my links as well. i find myself visiting your blog almost regularly.
Then let it out angrily!
Pillows work, but punching bags are more intense!
My .02
Greg
Posted by Greg at May 6, 2008, 2:51 pm