Everything was wrong, and she had no way of putting things right - that gave her a sense of complete powerlessness. (Veronika Decides to Die)
realizations
Wednesday, June 11, 2008half-baked ….
after hoping for something hard enough and long enough, it was eventually given to me. but i think next time i should be more specific with the things that i hope for. otherwise, i will not be able to gain optimal satisfaction from it.
benefit of the doubt? yeah right!
just when you think you can let your guard down, people behave in an obscure manner that triggers the walls up button. i should really trust my intuition when it comes to people. the benefit of the doubt does not really work for me.
haste makes waste
i should practice the “pause” regularly as in walang palya.
more of my so-called realizations in the coming days. 
