single blessedess?
Tuesday, July 1, 2008am i destined for single blessedness? hhhmmm…. i would like to think that i am no longer as scared as i used to. actually both paths are scary. settling down and spending the rest of my life with a stranger is as scary as growing old alone.
sometimes i thnk that i am not built for marriage. commitment is not a problem for me but the complications of marriage may be too much for my nerves to handle. anything that concerns a close relationship with another human being is strenuous.
i think i’m more concerned now with finding a companion. just like married couples, we would go through life together, stand by each other through through thick and thin, till death do us part, except for the romance part.
i have to admit that it’s nice to be cuddled and to cuddle but i think i can do away with the physical connection. i’m more looking forward to the kind of love that doesn’t necessarily involve romance. my gay friend danie actually told me, bakit ka pa maghahanap eh di ako na lang? hhhmmm… why not? hahaha.
well, i think i can live with single blessedness because i have people who i consider to be friends for keeps. these are the ones who i think are also destined for single blessedness. bwahahaha. 
