without tv, ….

i thought i can make myself study - read the principles of corporate finance and the handouts in management of innovation, but i was wrong.  hahaha. 

the tv in my room decided to retire.  there’s still audio but the monitor is just black.  the pictures will come out every once in a while but most of the time it’s just black.  i don’t know if i should get it fixed or just buy a new one.  my brother is taunting me that it broke down because it was too tired already imagine having to work all night while i sleep soundly.  comments like that are not welcome.  i want my tv back!

anyway, the fact that the tv is now inutile didn’t help with my plans to study.  our report in finance is coming up and innovation midterms is on thursday, i still haven’t read a thing.  the conscientious student that i was when i was younger is no longer existent.  yikes!

what’s my dream?

after being fed with a sumptuous breakfast at the mandarin suites, i forced myself to think of what to share as “my dream”.  i know what my dreams are but i don’t feel comfortable sharing my dreams with my co-workers.  i feel that it’s too intrusive.  there are very few people i can share my dreams with and my co-workers are not one of them.  i’m kinda private and secretive, so i’m not really sure if i have shared my dreams with anyone.

anyway, drfnbtch, kat, this is what i shared with my break-out group:

i want to have an excessive amount of money that will satisfy the equation:

NEEDS    +   WANTS   +   TRAVEL   + GOOD AMOUNT OF SAVINGS

NEEDS
Wala lang, being able to provide for my family i guess.  well, more than enough to provide for their needs that my mom and my dad wouldn’t have to work anymore.

WANTS
Excessive.  high life.  ala-kimora lee simmons.  life in the fab lane.  (this one received laughter from the group)   

TRAVEL
I mean comfortable travel.  first class.  i want to be able to enjoy the local cuisine.