on the 30th
Sunday, September 28, 2008i will finally tender my resignation. it took me quite a while to decide whether i should leave tiger woods inc. it’s not supposed to be a hard decision because there’s really no reason for me to stay in something that cannot offer and cannot guarantee a promising future. but i have to admit that i do have doubts. one: i’m not sure whether my new job can guarantee the promising future i am aspiring for. two: i’m scared and worried because the work entails something that is totally different from research. three: technically, i’ll be starting all over again. so ayun.
i’m excited din naman somehow. i’m looking forward to hopefully a start of a growing and glowing career. hehe.
starting over
Monday, September 8, 2008i just made a huge decision in my life. it’s a huge change - a step backward so i can move forward. i am not really sure if this is what i need to move forward but i have decided to take the risk. take the risk now or always look back and wonder what if. actually i don’t really have to take the risk. i’m ok with where i am now. well, ok but not fine. something can be done to upgrade the ok. so i am taking this risk in the hopes that the ok will be better.
it was a difficult decision. the thought of starting all over again at 25 bothered me. i was really bothered that i even cried while telling my mom about the news. and i don’t normally do that. i think the ego was the one taking over at that moment.
i am still in doubt. i have resolved (i think) the issue about moving back. now i’m a bit worried if this is something that i can do. it’s totally different, very different from what i currently and have been doing for the past four years. i’ll never know until i’m there so i just have to wait and see and do the best i can.
i’m back :)
Sunday, September 7, 2008geez! it’s been almost a month since i last blogged. i’ve been quite busy at work which is a good thing of course. the workload was quite heavy for the past couple of weeks but it’s normalizing once again. it’s all a cycle. sometimes i have a very busy work schedule, sometimes i’m just petiks in the office. hahaha.
the first semester ended a week ago and second sem will start this coming week. just one week of vacation. i’m not sure if i decided right about which courses to take this sem. i took two electives - HR and international business. i’m really very interested in HR however i haven’t taken up the pre-req to that elective so i’m a bit worried. nakalusot naman so bahala na lang. hahahaha! i really don’t care about international business but i took it anyway because of the schedule as i don’t want to go to school 4 times a week.
btw, one of my classmates bumped into this blog and she asked me about it last friday. yikes! my url is such a giveaway! actually i’ve been thinking about starting a new blog with a different url - something more anonymous. kaya lang nanghihinayang naman ako sa blog na to. which brings me to what i really wanted to write about today: is it worth it to start over again (and again and again and again)?
another btw, i have a new hairstyle. shorter and lighter. hehe. 
it took me two salons to finally be satisfied with the hair. i initially went to bench fix in trinoma but unfortunately the first haircut made me look like a schoolgirl - short and straight. ngek! i think the hairstylist was as nervous as i am hahaha. as i’ve blogged before i have a phobia in getting a haircut. so a few days after, i went to david’s salon also in trinoma. and alas the hairstylist was able to put some style into the hair. yey! but the story didn’t end there. the next day omigulay! may tikwas ang buhok ko! i couldn’t live with tikwas so i considered having my hair relazed. fortunately, two days after my hair was finally tamed. i love it now. i think i will maintain this hairstyle for quite a while.
