starting over
Monday, September 8, 2008i just made a huge decision in my life. it’s a huge change - a step backward so i can move forward. i am not really sure if this is what i need to move forward but i have decided to take the risk. take the risk now or always look back and wonder what if. actually i don’t really have to take the risk. i’m ok with where i am now. well, ok but not fine. something can be done to upgrade the ok. so i am taking this risk in the hopes that the ok will be better.
it was a difficult decision. the thought of starting all over again at 25 bothered me. i was really bothered that i even cried while telling my mom about the news. and i don’t normally do that. i think the ego was the one taking over at that moment.
i am still in doubt. i have resolved (i think) the issue about moving back. now i’m a bit worried if this is something that i can do. it’s totally different, very different from what i currently and have been doing for the past four years. i’ll never know until i’m there so i just have to wait and see and do the best i can.
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i hope things work out for us kat.
Posted by gacdelacruz at September 21, 2008, 5:21 pm
i’m having similar thoughts grace. i’m about to make the toughest choice of my life. it’s not easy to be far from home and everybody judge you when they don’t even know what i’m exactly going through. it’s so easy for others to say “kaya mo yan” because they are not the ones in my shoes.
i pray that i make the right decision. the right one and the one that will make me happy.
Posted by kat at September 18, 2008, 8:25 pm