halo-halo
Sunday, September 20, 2009yikes, it’s been a month since my last post. i attended the 7habits training this week and i said one of the things that i would like to really do regularly is to blog. it used to be a stress-reliever for me. it allows me to sort of meditate. with all the mindless activities that i engage in to pass the time like fb games, online games, and tv, i no longer have quiet time to think. plus blogging lets me earn a bit of money haha. blogging also allows me to keep tabs on people. sometimes people do nasty stuff that i tend to forget. yeah that’s really not part of 7 habits but i think i need it. it sounds so vindictive. bwahaha.
i also decided that i should start a physical activity because i live a very sedentary lifestyle. i thought of jogging in up on weekends. hopefully this will materialize before september ends. or probably i can just utilize the treadmill we have at home. it’s been accummulating dust since nobody ever uses it. haha.
i did not enrol this semester for so many reasons. number one is of course work. with the migration project starting next week, i don’t think i would be able to attend classes. the schedule of the project is aggressive and i don’t intend to be left behind. number two reason is that i don’t see any point in it anymore. maybe now is not the right time for me to take mba. i’d like to go back of course hopefully next semester. i have so much unfinished business and i don’t want to add mba on the list. number three, i’m tamad. this reason is just related to the first two reasons. 
i’m tamad because i want to focus on work. i’m tamad because i don’t see the value in it at the moment.
what else do i want to write about? hhmmm… bdo is such a pest. i hate their customer representatives. they are irritatingly bastos. i think bdo should find another company to outsource their customer service.
a few weeks ago, i saw paprika’s shoutout on facebook. “i like the rain because she loves it.” i think i got hurt for a few minutes and then i thought “bakit?”. if i don’t want him in my life why should i feel bad. i’m just being selfish. i know that don’t want him anymore but i don’t want him to move on as well. that’s just wrong so to hell with it. it’s all about the ego. but just to keep my peace of mind, i clicked the hide button so i won’t see any similar shoutouts that might irritate me in the future.
steelworm and i are dating again. i think it’s more of a psychological thing not a romantic thing. i don’t know maybe if you’re older, dating is based on a rational decision rather than a kilig factor. dating is so much fun when you’re young and naive. when you’re 26, you begin to think about all these things that takes away the fun in it. well, whatever.
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hi emcee! relate na relate din ako sa reason 4. now, i actually have a lot of time for reason 4. hopefully, next sem i’ll go back to school at hopefully, ma-realize ko that mba has value in my life. hehe.
naisip ko steelworm is such a walangkwents codename. haha. anyway, we’ll see what happens with this psychological dating thingy. i think i will be blogging more about this.
see yah in the blogging world.
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hi grace! been a while. blog-coma rin ako for a while. anyway, so you’re on LOA. Sayang naman although you have valid reasons. I always thinks about reason 2. worth it pa ba lalo na if you have reason 3 and i have to add reason 4: masarap matulog, mag-DVD, leisure reading. hehe.. hope to see you next term though!
so? steelworm? psychological dating is more exciting
we are so over the romantic dating pero i bet my konting kilig factor pa rin yan! goodluck! 
Posted by emcee at September 23, 2009, 6:48 pm