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Everything was wrong, and she had no way of putting things right - that gave her a sense of complete powerlessness. (Veronika Decides to Die)

2009

Thursday, December 24, 2009

in a few days 2010 na.  :)   i browsed through my posts in 2009 and well, they were so few.  hahaha.  i haven’t been writing as much as i used to.  i guess i already lost interest in blogging.  but i still want to maintain this blog.  it helps me recall.

work is still the same.  too administrative.  i hate it actually.  but if i think about how much i’m getting then i think it’s okay.  i can do it for another 12 months.  my current target is 12 months then it’s either i transfer to a new function or i leave the company entirely.  yikes leave the company?  what about the car?  hahaha!  i’ll think about that after 12 months.  but i am hopeful that i can transfer to a new function.  i want to embrace what it means to be a p&*er but that won’t happen if i stay in my current role.  all the good and the bad of being a p&*er. 

i left school and won’t probably come back.  or probably i will.  who knows.  school was something i do because  i wanted to do something productive aside from work but i guess i lost interest already.  school was not meeting my expectations.

i am happy to write that i found love again.  yes, not just like but love.  wohoo!  it was unexpected,  a happy kind of surprise. :)   it sounds so corny pala pero happy.  i’ll write about the love story some other time when i feel really, really corny.  hahaha.  siguro i will write about it on our 12th month so matagal pa yun haha.  so far, he’s really nice but we’ll see after a few months.  haha.  i’m not being nega, i just want to be practical about it.  expect the worst but hope for the best. :)   

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