self-control
Thursday, January 21, 2010i can be really reckless at times but i think i am 80% in control and 20% reckless. when i decide to put an end into something, there is a fairly good chance that operation cease and desist will be successul. over the christmas break, i have observed how glued i was to my laptop because i was playing all these facebook games. i was really hooked. then i realized, how i have already neglected reading and watching tv, which used to be my priroties. haha! one day, i just decided that i’ve had it. i stopped farming and cooking and plocking, etc. late last year until now, i have not played any fb game. woot woot!
same thing happened to smoking. two years ago, i tried smoking. i experimented and eventually it became a daily habit. two sticks minimum a day. after one year, i decided i couldn’t take the smell anymore. i hated how my hair smelled like sinigaang dahon and my fingers like burned rubber. i decided to stop and within a week, smoking was out of my system.
sometimes we end up doing things that we know we shouldn’t do because we think that it is just to difficult to stop. but if we really put our mind into it, kaya naman. pag gusto may paraan, pag ayaw may dahilan. :)
